So What Would You do?

Ever since My wife decided I would be better off and happier alone, I have been sort of on a quest to find ,whatever ? to fill a huge longing and emptiness .So I went on the internet ,found some meetup groups ,even became an assistant organizer in one ,and became socially active.
Going out to dinner with a group of equally lost souls, after a while just makes you feel that you are just spinning your wheels, and not going anywhere. And after coming to the conclusion that at least eighty percent of the females that are walking around single have some sort of emotional or psychotic challenge telling them what to do from the voices they hear--I was slowly ---well maybe rapidly becoming disillusioned. I began to realize also that to go out ,even with a group, three four nights a week began to become expensive with nothing whatsoever to show for all the effort. I was still coming home to a dark house,(no lights in the window)and spending my home time alone.
I had made some internet friends, whom I emailed and chatted on an irregular steady basis, but seems like they were always to close up to a painful relationship in their past, so that when ever I mentioned possibly meeting, the brakes came on .The “I want us to be just friends” however cute and cuddly and huggie bear warm that might make some people .It was not, Is not ,can’t see it in the foreseeable future, anything that I have the slightest interest in wasting my time participating in. I know I must be insensitive , ---try real-- that is one thing you really don’t see much anymore and If the ladies would look for realism, a lot of emotional problems would probably take care of themselves.
So I met a girl online , we have a lot in common, She isn’t exactly what I was looking for, she doesn’t fit my strict dating profile, She lives over a thousand miles away, but-------
We talk everyday via e/mail, and every night by phone.
I smile from the inside out when I see an e/mail from her or see her on my cell phone caller ID.
And she has booked a plane I pick her up at the airport in seven days.
And when I walk up to her at the airport I am going to give her the biggest movie star kiss anyone has ever seen in front of everybody there.---So what would you do?